february 27, 2026 - 12:25pm

Some people got laid off from my workplace, now theres a ton of restructuring and I have new bosses and new tasks, it's so spooky and im super anxious

my new bosses are in another city, I'm anxious to learn all my new tasks and responsibilites- I like my job but I'm scared I wont like it anymore... And im sad that my old bosses got laid off- one has been there for 30 years and the other LOVES the job! They must be devistated... It makes my heart hurt to know that they are hurt and it makes me angry at the company.

just another reminder of how very disposable we are, one must always keep her resume and portfolio fresh- and her savings account stocked as well.

speaking of money- my car is at the shop getting $800 repairs. I'm so glad I had a comfy savings built up. $800 is never great but it's manageable right now and for that I am so very glad

february 21, 2026 - 11:25pm

I've been listening to the audiobook of 1984 again, its so.... jarring. I love it. I'm about halfway through. I'm intending to read many of the classic banned books, I've never read many of them such as Animal Farm. But, as for 1984- I'd forgotton that it inspired one of my favorite games; we happy few. It has me wanting to replay the game

today i went to the dentist, took my recyclables to the drop-off, stopped by a new asian market, had a burrito at a food truck, a coffee at a local place where i also did some drawing, came home to clean, and picked up my husband from work. It's been lovely, but its gone by too quickly... Soon I will have to make myself sleepy and go to bed. In the meantine- I'm deciding if I either want to play sims4 or hearttopia before bed.

february 21, 2026 - 12:20am

its curently 12:20 am and I have a dentist appointment in the morning.

today i worked on my website and art while my job was slow, as much as i love to complain about my workplace - theres a lot of little perks like that. My husband is back on a minecraft kick lol, he's playing with a friend on discord. My cat is sitting in my lap making me type poorly. I need to go to bed buuuut i really wanna be playing persona 5 or hearttopia